Office by Alex Penny
my name is ari. the love i have for music is indescribable.
hometown: sacramento, ca. i'm 18, and attend uc berkeley.
i care for people more than they realize.
i made this to empty my thoughts when needed.
follow me at your own will.
my beliefs have changed drastically this past year.
i want to change the world, but i need to find out how to do that first.
i'm just trying to get by at this point.
you'll probably witness one of my many breakdowns.
feel free to talk to me about anything, i care.
you are loved. please remember that.
(Source: charlotteemilyjane, via manusya)
(via whatupbones)
(Source: faceyourscars, via whatupbones)
i almost walked out on youth. there was just way too much anger in me and it was so hard to listen to some things, but i have to remember that is someone’s opinion that i really appreciate and love. it’s just hard sometimes not agreeing with certain things, but really wanting to find what i stand for. i know that i’m going out of good reasons and i love going to youth so much, but this is a process. i didn’t know anything before i started going just roughly a year ago, and i’ll be the first to admit that there is still a lot i don’t know. it’s going to take a long time for me to fully understand what i’m living for and i’m still looking for that. i don’t know maybe i won’t go anymore, a part of me feels bad because i lack a lot of the faith that people who go there have. i just love going though, i love the people, and i love learning. just everytime anything i believe in and feel waivers i feel like a terrible person. i just don’t know anymore. i really don’t.
